family issues
crazychic77
You know when you get married  you are supposeed to become part of your spouses family. My family embraces my husband, my parents redspected him before they passed away. Now after 14yrs of marriage you would think that yopur husbands family would do the same for you. Well in my CASE THAT WOULD BE A BIG FAT NOPE!!!!!!!!!!!!! They just keep right on throwing crap at me I am done I tell myself. But then I give it another try only to be crapped on again. Hmmmmm maybe one day I will learn.

Writer's Block: Mother Monster returns
crazychic77
In three words, how would you describe Lady Gaga?

NOT VERY INSPIRING

CHANGES
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Be more concerned with your character than your reputation...your character is what you really are while your reputation is merely what others think your are.



Change in time, change in place. Change thyself for a change
of pace. Change thy spirit or change thy friend..Change thy path
and change thy end!

These are just a few random quotes I came by today that made me stop and think about their meaning. I have been pondering alot of things concerning change lately. Change in myself, my environment, my family. There are so many little things that change you over time whether it be marriage,children,work,society. I have realized how much of myself I have changed for others and I think I don't know myself anymore. Yeah sure change is necessary to grow, but how much? Do we change ourselves so much that we no longer recognizable to our mirror reflections?

Now how do we take back those essential unique pieces that made us who we were before?

My crazy
crazychic77

Here i am sitting here in the middle of the night wondering where the hell my life went out of control........My husband is expecting way more than I can give, my in-laws are meddling insecure two faced back stabbing sob's and I am in the middle tryting to keep my sanity trying to please God my husband my children. Secretly wishing I didn't always have to wear this fake smile and hide my tears so everyone thinks I am alright. Why did I have to end up with thge mental issues that run in my family? Anxiety is once again huffung and puffing at my door, zanax are like candy right now. Wish my mom could come down from heavan and place her arms around me so I could have a good cry and she would wipe my eyes and tell me everything is going to be okay..... My faith in God is strong I know all thibngs work out for His honor and glory and He already knows the ending to my story, just wish I did sometimes.

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YAY I AM HOME ALONE..............NO KIDS NO HUSBAND NOBODY BUT ME MYSELF AND I!!!!!!!!! WHAT TO DO? I COULD BE FOLDING LAUNDRY OR CLEANING SOMETHING BUT SHIT WHO THE HELL WANTS TO DO THAT? I AM THINKING ABOUT THE COMING DAYS AND HOW THEY ARE GOING TO CHANGE US. TOMORROW IS THE DAY THAT CHRIST ROSE FROM THE DEAD AND CONQUERED HELL. I AM SO THANKFUL THAT HIS SACRIFICE BOUGHT MY ETERNAL LIFE..  I AM BORN AGAIN AND PROUD. THOUGH I AM NOT PERFECT AND NEVER CLAIM TO BE FOR THERE IS ONLY ONE PERFECT PERSON AND THAT IS JESUS. 

WELL SO MUCH FOR MY QUIET TIME  3 OF THE MUNCHKINS ARE HOME FFROM AN EASTER EGG HUNT. DARN DARN DARN........

MAKING TACO'S TONIGHT EASY SUPPER QUICK WITH NO FUSS AND KIDS GET TO CLEAN THE MESS UP!

ERIC,ERIC,ERIC Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm NOW THERE IS A NICE THOUGHT TO END ON. :)

MY SHITTY DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
crazychic77
FIRST OF ALL I WOKE UP WHEN I CLEARLY SHOULD STAYED IN BED. MY EAR IS HURTING I THINK IT'S INFECTED. I'VE HAD A HEADACHE THAT FEELS LIKE MY EYEBALLS WANT TO POP OUT OF MY HEAD AND MY EARS EXPLODE. KIDS HAVE BEEN AGGRAVATING TODAY. MY SON TRISTAN WHOM I HOMESCHOOL WENT AND TOOK JIS MATH FCAT EXAM TODAAY................. A BIRDIE IN THE HOUSE HAS BEEN REPEATING PRIVATE CONVERSATIONS AND NOW THEY HAVE GOTTEN OUT TO THE WRONG PEOPLE, MY IN-LAWS, IF ANYONE OUT THERE HAS GOOD IN-LAWS I HOPE YOU APPRECIATE WHAT YOU HAVE. I LOVE MY HUSBAND WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL,AND FEEL THE EXACT OPPOSITE ABOUT HIS PARENTS AND SISTERS, I DO NOT TRUST ANY OF THEM.  MY SHRINK CALLS MY SISTER IN-LAWS BITCH 1 AND BITCH 2. MY FATHER IN-LAWIS AN ASSHOLE IN THE 1st DEGREE, AND MOM IN-LAW IS A SPINELESS TWO FACED BITCH IN DISGUISE. ALL I WANT TO DO IS MOVE THE HELL UP OUT OF THIS
SHITHOLE DEAD END FUCKING TOWN NEVER LOOKING BACK AND LEAVING NO FORWARDING ADDRESS. JUST ME MY HUSBAND AND KIDS BY BESTIE NIECE AND HER 2 DAUGHTERS. I LOVE YOU CHELLE AND I PRAY THAT YOU WON'T LET THAT LYING CRAZY BASTARD TUCKER THE FUCKER COME BETWEEN US. JESSE YOU AND I ARE ALL WE HAVE AND WE GOTTA STICK TOGETHER AND SHOW ALL THOSE FUCKHEADS WHAT FAMILY IS SUPPOSED TO BE ABOUT, BUILDING EACH OTHER UP NOT TEARING EACH OTHER DOWN. WE ARE LIKE THE THREE MUSKETEERS ALL FOR ONE AND ONE FOR ALL. I LOVE YOU GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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TODAY HAS BEEN A PRETTY GOOD DAY A LITTLE BIT OF EARLY MORNING DRAMA MIXED WITH FRENCH TOAST AND FAMILY BREAKFAST. IT'S 12:09 AND HERE I AM WIDE AWAKE DOING LAUNDRY. I KNOW BORING.......... BUT EVERYONE IS ASLEEP AND DEFINITELY DON'T WANT TO WAKE THEM UP I AM ENJOYING THE PEACE AND QUIET NO VOICES EXCEPT THE ONES IN MY HEAD AND THEY ARE MOSTLY QUIET RIGHT NOW......GOTTA LOVE XANAX!!!  YES  I AM A TRUE BLOOD FAN MY NIECE HAS GOTTEN ME HOOKED ON IT AND I CAN NOT WAIT TILL THE END OF SUMMER WHEN THE NEW SEASON STARTS!!!! WELL THINK I AM GONNA PUT SOME MUSIC ON MY LAPTOP. GOODNIGHT YA'LL.

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